Deserve

Time may change me but I can't change time
… a song by that one guy

I think my hardest block is dealing with disloyal people. I have every reason in the world to never trust anyone ever. Mostly from family issues, but the universe has given me a forgiving soul and I just always see the best in people and never want to believe they could be mean. Not a sense of gullible but more of a hope for tenacity between souls. I want the stretch to hurt at first but the muscles to feel even stronger after.

I think my hatred is more to how you think people deserve certain things.

I will never deserve anything. In the best way possible. You make what you want in life and who are you to judge who deserves to travel or get this new thing or become friends with certain someone. How is your merit the best that you can judge who deserves what? For someone who doesn't believe in god you sure act like one. You deserve a beautiful life but the weight that you carry in your hand holds you down and the selfishness in your heart. You are a new soul that could be everything but has turned its back