Monday, August 25, 2014

excitement

I grow very excited for the school year, but also nervous for time. Time to relax, time to sing, time to work, and time to breathe.

I know it will fly by to quickly, i know i will be present in all.

Please don't forget me

Sunday, August 24, 2014

i don't want to leave

i don't want to leave but i have to and i want to. How can i stop crying? I don't want to lose summer i don't want to grow old. But it is happening and i can't stop it i don't want to die….. but it is happening and i can't stop it. i and crying for the people I've met this summer and who ill never see again… i am crying for the best summer I've had and i don't want to leave why is change hard for me… i am crying because i don't want to leave my best friend anymore… i hardly saw my nanny this summer and it killls me and i hardly hung out with my brother and it kills me. will he be okay? i will never know, will i be ok? i will never know. I am so happy tis summer happened and all the things that came with it.
I loved mac demarco and buffalo
Vibes let me live. I
I loved all the parties, i loved all of the beach.
I loved being without cell phone service
I hate packing,. I hate this life I'm forced to live
Why can't i just travel and not be in debt but still make something of myself.

i love my school i am just sad and i know i will be fine i just need to be water

The new moon falls upon us
we can hardly see the sky
the moon has gone away
but not the heaviness in our hearts

the life that pulls you and the life that is inside you

the love for change but the hatred of working for it may never stop

to all the people that carried me in their hearts
ill be seeing you